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  • 政府名稱: Josh Carrell
  • 註冊號碼: 13361-026
  • 年齡:年齡
  • 服務時間:送達時間
  • 家鄉:皮奧里亞, IL
  • 句子:15 歲.
  • 電流充電:武裝搶劫銀行
  • 別號:Supreme L
  • 發布日期:2018
  • 監獄所屬:Universal Consciousness
  • 影響圈:Quaheem愛德華茲
  • 機構:USP圖森
  • 我在監獄裡, 但我不是我的環境的產物.

約書亞·艾倫Carrell的

我的名字是約書亞·艾倫又名Carrell的阿波羅P. 我出生在皮奧里亞, 伊利諾伊州. 我的母親在年輕的時候懷上了我. 我真正的爸爸拋棄了我和我媽後不久,我媽生下. A little time after that my mom met a man who she said was any woman’s dream man. 他很溫柔, 樣, 滋補, 和尊重. 我的母親愛上了這個男人. 他們搞成了閃電結婚. On my mother’s wedding day her life changed from a heaven on earth reality to a life of terror, 暴力和暴行. 我母親的婚禮當天是第一次這名男子, 她的丈夫, brutally beat her. He continued to beat my mother. 對許多有一次,他打她如此糟糕,他以為自己殺了她. He then put her in the trunk of his car and took her to some woods to dig her grave. 我的媽媽醒來後在他的汽車後備箱,並把頭探出樹幹, 他在那裡挖了一個洞. 當他看到我的媽媽,他說:, “Hey baby I thought I killed you.”

警方將被調用,以他們的房子,由於聽到我媽媽的尖叫聲,鄰居,因為她被打. 最後,家庭服務及干預把我從我媽媽,把我寄養家庭. What’s unique about this is that one of the police officers who always showed up to disturbances at the house ended up adopting me into his personal family. 一段時間後,, my step brother who I looked up to and trusted began sexually molesting me.

My mother regained custody of me some years later. 然而, 在當時, she was with another man who was a reflection of the last man. This time I witnessed the beatings he gave her. 我仍然可以看到我母親的血液和聽到她的尖叫聲,這一天.

It was in these moments as a child that I knew one day I would help women.

At age thirteen I joined a gang. The gang I became a part of was 90% 非裔美國人. 我在這個團伙中脫穎而出的白人男孩, 但他們擁抱我,並把我在. At fifteen-years-old I was sent to the Department of Corrections. 一旦發布, I was still an unconscious man living as a product of my environment. 在 2003, I got arrested for distribution of cocaine, and I was sent to State prison. While serving time for that charge, I was indicted by the Federal government for Armed Bank Robbery. The incident happened before I got arrested on the State charge. 在 2007, I was transferred from State custody to Federal custody. In United States Penitentiaries I have experienced many things. 我看到有人在幫派暴亂喪生. I have had friends who have been killed and sent home to their family in a coffin. 我幾乎被打死自己, and I almost caught a murder charge.

生或死的代碼. 活著通過各種手段為目標.

我看見了,就是這些監獄的高牆之內如此多的流血衝突和腐敗的一部分. I am now a seeker of PEACE and KNOWLEDGE among other things from the LIGHT. 正是通過我的錯誤, 試驗, 和深深的痛苦和黑暗的風暴光是在我身上賦予的挑戰.

我已經醒悟到一個更高的覺悟和意識上的生活的各個層面.

是, 我在監獄裡, 但我不是我的環境的產物. At age thirteen I gave my choices away when I joined a gang. Then I allowed somebody else to make choices for me. I gave my greatest away not knowing at the time it was my greatest gift.

I went to hell and back many times before I realized something was wrong with this ride. Once realized, I manned up by stepping up and taking my great gift back some years ago. I came to understand that in order for me to see beyond prison I had to get prison off of me. Since I realized this concept I have had the strength and will to keep this environment off of me. I accept the truth that prison only has me physically. I have learned that being physically free is not the most important thing. But it is of great value in the arts of the circle of life, as it grants one a greater opportunity to enhance one’s life and the lives of others in a positive light.

I am grateful that I do not have much longer in prison. Now I am focused on the arts and I write. I wrote a book about empowering women and stopping the abuse of women. 我在自我的過程出版我的書.

女士們保持強勁, 決不讓一個男人對待你的任何不到你是女王.

我的話是對自由世界: 不要濫用女性. 珍惜我們的婦女.
是有福,
約書亞Carrell的 13361-026
USP圖森
P.O盒 24550
圖森, 亞利桑那 85734

  

2 responses to “約書亞·艾倫Carrell的”

  1. Ignacio Arreguin says:

    I love you uncle Josh I wrote some shit about you and threw it in a song ima record it soon

  2. Adrian Hanas says:

    你好, i came across your writing by accident. I appreciated your life story. glad to see you took a path to the light. its the harder path. by far. Good Luck with it! and with your writing.

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