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  • Hükümet Adı: Josh Carrell
  • Sayı kayıt: 13361-026
  • Yaş:Yaş
  • Zaman Served:Zaman hizmet
  • Home Town:Peoria, IL
  • Cümle:15 yrs.
  • Şarj akımı:Silahlı Banka Soygunu
  • Takma ad:Yüce L
  • Yayın Tarihi:2018
  • Cezaevi Ortaklık:Evrensel Bilinç
  • Etki daire:Quaheem Edwards
  • Kurum:USP Tucson
  • Ben hapishanede değilim, ama benim ortamında bir ürünü değilim.

Joshua Allen Carell

Benim adım aka Joshua Allen Carell Apollo P. Ben Peoria doğdu, Illinois. Annem genç yaşta bana hamile kaldı. Annem doğurdu sonra benim gerçek babam yakında beni ve annemi terk. A little time after that my mom met a man who she said was any woman’s dream man. O nazik, tür, besleyici, ve saygılı. Annem bu adama aşık. Onlar meşgul oldu ve evlendi. On my mother’s wedding day her life changed from a heaven on earth reality to a life of terror, şiddet ve vahşet. Annemin düğün günü bu adam ilk kez oldu, kocası, brutally beat her. He continued to beat my mother. Birçok bir vesileyle o onu öldürdüğünü düşündüm onu ​​çok kötü dövdü. He then put her in the trunk of his car and took her to some woods to dig her grave. Annem arabasının bagajında ​​uyandım ve gövde dışına eğildi, ve orada o bir delik kazma oldu. O benim annemi görünce dedi, “Hey baby I thought I killed you.

O dövüldü polis nedeniyle annemin çığlıklarını duyduktan komşuları onların evine çağırdı alacağı. Sonunda aile hizmet müdahale ve annem beni aldı ve bir bakıcı evde beni koymak. What’s unique about this is that one of the police officers who always showed up to disturbances at the house ended up adopting me into his personal family. Bir süre sonra, my step brother who I looked up to and trusted began sexually molesting me.

My mother regained custody of me some years later. Ancak, at the time, she was with another man who was a reflection of the last man. This time I witnessed the beatings he gave her. Ben hala annemin kanı görmek ve onu bu güne kadar çığlıklar duyabiliyorum.

It was in these moments as a child that I knew one day I would help women.

At age thirteen I joined a gang. The gang I became a part of was 90% Zenci Amerikalı. Ben bu çete beyaz bir çocuk olarak göze çarpıyordu, ama onlar beni kucakladı ve beni aldı. At fifteen-years-old I was sent to the Department of Corrections. Bir kez yayınlandı, I was still an unconscious man living as a product of my environment. Içinde 2003, I got arrested for distribution of cocaine, and I was sent to State prison. While serving time for that charge, I was indicted by the Federal government for Armed Bank Robbery. The incident happened before I got arrested on the State charge. Içinde 2007, I was transferred from State custody to Federal custody. In United States Penitentiaries I have experienced many things. Ben çete ayaklanmalar öldürüldü insanlar gördük. I have had friends who have been killed and sent home to their family in a coffin. Neredeyse kendimi öldürüldü, and I almost caught a murder charge.

Survive veya kalıp kodu. Tüm yollarla hayatta kalma hedefi.

Ben gördüm ve bu hapishane duvarları içinde çok kan ve yolsuzluk bir parçası olmuştur. I am now a seeker of PEACE and KNOWLEDGE among other things from the LIGHT. Benim hataları ile oldu, denemeler, ve ışık bana ihsan edilmiş, derin ağrı ve karanlık fırtına zorlukları.

Ben hayatın her seviyede daha yüksek bir bilinç ve farkındalık uyanmış edilmiştir.

Evet, Ben hapishanede değilim, ama benim ortamında bir ürünü değilim. At age thirteen I gave my choices away when I joined a gang. Then I allowed somebody else to make choices for me. I gave my greatest away not knowing at the time it was my greatest gift.

I went to hell and back many times before I realized something was wrong with this ride. Once realized, I manned up by stepping up and taking my great gift back some years ago. I came to understand that in order for me to see beyond prison I had to get prison off of me. Since I realized this concept I have had the strength and will to keep this environment off of me. I accept the truth that prison only has me physically. I have learned that being physically free is not the most important thing. But it is of great value in the arts of the circle of life, as it grants one a greater opportunity to enhance one’s life and the lives of others in a positive light.

I am grateful that I do not have much longer in prison. Now I am focused on the arts and I write. I wrote a book about empowering women and stopping the abuse of women. Ben kitap yayınlayarak kendini sürecinde duyuyorum.

Bayanlar güçlü kalmak, ve bir adam olan kraliçe sonra daha az tedavi asla izin.

Benim kelime özgür dünya için var: Kadınları istismar etmeyin. Bizim kadın beslemek.
Blessed olmak,
Joshua Carell 13361-026
USP Tucson
P.o. Kutusu 24550
Tucson, Arizona 85734

  

2 responses to “Joshua Allen Carell”

  1. Ignacio Arreguin says:

    I love you uncle Josh I wrote some shit about you and threw it in a song ima record it soon

  2. Adrian Hanas says:

    Selam, i came across your writing by accident. I appreciated your life story. glad to see you took a path to the light. its the harder path. by far. Good Luck with it! and with your writing.

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