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  • Serikali ya Jina: Josh Carrell
  • Idadi kujiandikisha: 13361-026
  • Umri:Umri
  • Muda aliwahi:Wakati aliwahi
  • Nyumbani Town:Peoria, IL
  • Sentence:15 yrs.
  • Sasa Mfawidhi:Silaha Benki ya Wizi
  • Alias:Supreme L
  • Kutolewa Tarehe:2018
  • Gerezani Maegemeo:Universal Consciousness
  • Mzunguko wa Ushawishi:Quaheem Edwards
  • Taasisi:USP Tucson
  • Mimi ni katika gereza, lakini mimi si bidhaa ya mazingira yangu.

Joshua Allen Carrell

Jina langu ni Joshua Allen Carrell aka Apollo P. I Alizaliwa katika Peoria, Illinois. Mama yangu akawa mjamzito na mimi katika umri mdogo. Baba yangu halisi kutelekezwa mimi na mama yangu mara baada ya mama yangu amejifungua. A little time after that my mom met a man who she said was any woman’s dream man. Alikuwa mpole, aina, lishe, na heshima. Mama yangu akaanguka katika upendo na mtu huyu. Wakawa wanaohusika na got ndoa. On my mother’s wedding day her life changed from a heaven on earth reality to a life of terror, vurugu na ukatili. Siku ya harusi ya mama yangu ilikuwa mara ya kwanza mtu huyu, mumewe, brutally beat her. He continued to beat my mother. Katika tukio moja ya wengi yeye kumpiga hivyo mbaya kwamba alidhani kuuawa yake. He then put her in the trunk of his car and took her to some woods to dig her grave. Mama yangu nikaamka katika shina ya gari lake na huelekezwa nje ya shina, na huko alikuwa kuchimba shimo. Alipoona mama yangu alisema, “Hey baby I thought I killed you.”

polisi bila kupata aliyeitwa nyumba yao kutokana na majirani kusikia mayowe mama yangu kama yeye alipigwa. Hatimaye huduma familia aliingilia kati na alichukua yangu kutoka kwa mama yangu na kuweka kwangu katika nyumba ya kukuza. What’s unique about this is that one of the police officers who always showed up to disturbances at the house ended up adopting me into his personal family. Baada ya muda fulani, my step brother who I looked up to and trusted began sexually molesting me.

My mother regained custody of me some years later. Hata hivyo, wakati, she was with another man who was a reflection of the last man. This time I witnessed the beatings he gave her. Bado naona damu ya mama yangu na kusikia yake mayowe kwa siku hii.

It was in these moments as a child that I knew one day I would help women.

At age thirteen I joined a gang. The gang I became a part of was 90% African-American. Mimi alisimama nje kama mvulana nyeupe katika kundi hili, lakini wao kuvutiwa kwangu na mkanikaribisha. At fifteen-years-old I was sent to the Department of Corrections. Mara baada ya kutolewa, I was still an unconscious man living as a product of my environment. Katika 2003, I got arrested for distribution of cocaine, and I was sent to State prison. While serving time for that charge, I was indicted by the Federal government for Armed Bank Robbery. The incident happened before I got arrested on the State charge. Katika 2007, I was transferred from State custody to Federal custody. In United States Penitentiaries I have experienced many things. Nimeona watu kuuawa katika kundi maandamano. I have had friends who have been killed and sent home to their family in a coffin. Mimi karibu wameuawa mwenyewe, and I almost caught a murder charge.

Kuishi au kufa ni kanuni. Kukaa hai kwa njia zote ni lengo.

Mimi nimeona na imekuwa ni sehemu ya umwagaji damu sana na rushwa ndani ya kuta hizo gerezani. I am now a seeker of PEACE and KNOWLEDGE among other things from the LIGHT. Ilikuwa ni kupitia makosa yangu, majaribio, na changamoto ya dhoruba kina maumivu na giza kuwa mwanga alikuwa amefanya juu yangu.

Nimekuwa awakened fahamu juu na ufahamu juu ya ngazi zote za maisha.

Ndiyo, Mimi ni katika gereza, lakini mimi si bidhaa ya mazingira yangu. At age thirteen I gave my choices away when I joined a gang. Then I allowed somebody else to make choices for me. I gave my greatest away not knowing at the time it was my greatest gift.

I went to hell and back many times before I realized something was wrong with this ride. Once realized, I manned up by stepping up and taking my great gift back some years ago. I came to understand that in order for me to see beyond prison I had to get prison off of me. Since I realized this concept I have had the strength and will to keep this environment off of me. I accept the truth that prison only has me physically. I have learned that being physically free is not the most important thing. But it is of great value in the arts of the circle of life, as it grants one a greater opportunity to enhance one’s life and the lives of others in a positive light.

I am grateful that I do not have much longer in prison. Now I am focused on the arts and I write. I wrote a book about empowering women and stopping the abuse of women. Mimi ni katika mchakato wa kujitegemea kuchapisha kitabu changu.

Ladies kukaa imara, na kamwe basi mtu kutibu wewe yoyote chini kisha malkia wewe ni.

Neno langu ni kwa ulimwengu bure: Je, si kunyanyasa wanawake. Cherish wanawake wetu.
Na ahimidiwe,
Joshua Carrell 13361-026
USP Tucson
SLP 24550
Tucson, Arizona 85734

  

2 responses to “Joshua Allen Carrell”

  1. Ignacio Arreguin says:

    I love you uncle Josh I wrote some shit about you and threw it in a song ima record it soon

  2. Adrian Hanas says:

    Hi, i came across your writing by accident. I appreciated your life story. glad to see you took a path to the light. its the harder path. by far. Good Luck with it! and with your writing.

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