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  • Serikali ya Jina: Omar Austin
  • Idadi kujiandikisha: 204603C
  • Umri:31
  • Muda aliwahi:tangu 2001
  • Nyumbani Town:Newark, NJ
  • Sentence:60 yrs + 7 mfululizo yrs
  • Sasa Mfawidhi:Double Mauaji
  • Alias:K.O.
  • Kutolewa Tarehe:2043
  • Gerezani Maegemeo:Damu (Valentine)
  • Mzunguko wa Ushawishi:Altariq Gumbs, Lester Alford, Pele Brown, Tewhan Butler,
  • Taasisi:East Jersey State Prison (Rahway)
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Kukata tamaa ni hisia ya hatari

I’m still sad over what happened in Newtown, Connecticut. It happens like that all year long in our hoods throughout Jersey like Camden, Newark, Jersey City, Paterson, and Trenton. I used to come from a mind frame like that where I simply didn’t give a f***! I felt whoever got hit in the midst of our drive-bys and shootouts it was their fault for being in that place. Not for even a second did I dwell on the innocent people who got hit.

Kukata tamaa ni hisia ya hatari. So dangerous in fact, the first casualty of hopelessness is yourself. The morality and care for human life gets overtaken by a sense of being overwhelmed by a bunch of situations that you just cannot deal with at the time. And you may not know how to get help, you may assume no one else understands you or you may not even want help. Hivyo, you’ll just play your end until the candle light burns out.

Kwa bahati mbaya, this hurts many people in the process. It hurts you, those who care for you and those who you just happen to cross your path at the wrong time. Kwa hiyo, if you’re an angry person find a reasonable way to get rid of all the reasons, au kukosekana, for you to feel numb to other people’s pain.

That’s how I was. Once I saw my mother not living up to her duties, I took on a feeling of no one being able to tell me what to do. By the time my grandparents took me in the damage was already done. In a way it’s all suicide. The way we carry on is like living to die; not living to live. Often we have no boundaries, or conscience towards the way we abuse self until, unfortunately, it is too late most times. Hope that isn’t you too…Kukaa imara!!


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