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  • Serikali ya Jina: Emmanuel Ausar Jones
  • Idadi kujiandikisha: 28486-050
  • Umri:29
  • Muda aliwahi:N /
  • Nyumbani Town:Jersey City, NJ
  • Sentence:30 miaka
  • Sasa Mfawidhi:Mauaji, Utekaji nyara, RICO, Att. Mauaji, Firearm violations, Att. Murder of a Federal informant while incarcerated
  • Alias:Killer-E
  • Kutolewa Tarehe:2030
  • Gerezani Maegemeo:Damu (Ukingo)
  • Mzunguko wa Ushawishi:Tewhan Butler, Altariq Gumbs, Kenneth Thompson, Cedric Brown
  • Taasisi:FCI McKean
  • Getting Bloods to unite in cause for the growth and development of our youth to prevent further incarceration.

Don’t Lose Yourself


It’s always good to take some time for yourself and evaluate your actions. I feel it’s important because when you give so much of yourself to so many people you begin to lose who you are. You start to become the person the people need you to be. It could be a good thing or bad thing, depending on who you’re giving to. All is in a good cause initially but what happens when those intentions turn out to be bad. Do you feel burdened or accept what comes with it?

One has to always accept the results of his own choices regardless of the outcome. How can we make choices that limit our continuous suffering? Most are self-centered on personal greed and gratification. Cars, jewelry, nguo . . . the material things we kill each other over in the communities that have little to no real value.

See you can easily be pulled into someone else’s lifestyle just by accepting reality through their eyes. It can turn your mental state into a lost state. We are already being forced to see life here in America through the left hemisphere of our brain which only gives you a 180-degree concept of what they want you to accept. You know, division by race, dini, magenge, geography . . . We keep dividing ourselves anyway we can because it’s what we were taught.

With half-knowledge we accept the philosophies and ideologies forced upon us as children. We accept the same religions that help enslave us. We accept their savior. Vizuri, let me know when he gets here. But hey, I’m not one to judge. Everyone needs hope right, something to believe in?

If someone doesn’t tell you what to believe in, what would you believe in? I don’t want you to lose yourself. There people in here dying who still don’t know who they are or what they want. Don’t let anyone define you. Accept who you are with all your faults and be responsible. Life is full of hate and it’s tiring to be surrounded by violence all the time.

Your only true freedom is your mind. Do not let anyone control it. Make the right choices. Understand where these choices will lead before you make them. Knowing the result is important in each action you take because if you don’t, it might lead you here in the federal system. You want to always be ahead in anything you do. Elevate your mind and you will know what choices to make.


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