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  • Government Name: Tewhan Butler
  • Register Number: 26852-050
  • Age:34
  • Time Served:11 years
  • Home Town:East Orange, NJ
  • Sentence:30 yrs.
  • Current Charge:RICO
  • Alias:Massacre
  • Release Date:2029
  • Prison Affiliation:Blood (Double ii/QSBG)
  • Circle of Influence:Altariq Gumbs, Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Marco Miguel Robertson, Pele Brown, David Drone, Jermaine Ray, Marcus Martin, Michael Simpson, Omar Austin, Quaheem Edwards, Torvos Simpson, Vincent Gamboa
  • Institution:USP McCreary
  • Here, my life behind bars offers understanding for those of you who venture into ‘the life’ with no understanding of its consequences: the adversity, the obstacles and the journey one must travel alone when the gavel is slammed, your cell is locked and the lights go out.

Say Something

Today I’m feeling like whatever…Nah, pardon my french, how I’m really feeling is FUCK IT!!!

I been tired of this journey that leads to nowhere. I been tired of the cells, the fenced in rec cages- OH how tired I am of these C.O.’s walking into what is my home for the next 30 years with attitudes as if they have to stay and deal with the everyday bullshit that goes on behind these walls. They pull 8-hour shifts and feel they know what it is like to be caged in like animals. This brick-house and barbed wire fence does not surround a play pen. Many of us are dying inside- emotionally and spiritually beat down, mentally shattered and I have grown tired. Tired of this 12×12 coffin, left to rest where no matter how hard you try; you will never find peace. I’m tired of frenemies who claim to understand and respect my sacrifice but have left me for dead. It was all good just a week ago…If only I had knew then what I know now. Who am I fooling??? If I knew then what I know now, still, I would have carried on. Not out of ignorance, out of loyalty. Who else can say the same? This is why I’m tired. Wouldn’t you be?


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