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  • Nama Kerajaan: Al-Tariq Gumbs
  • Daftar Bilangan: 05674-078
  • Umur:37
  • Masa Berkhidmat:13+ tahun
  • Bandar Utama:Newark, NJ
  • Hukuman:168 bulan
  • Caj Semasa:Racketeering (RICO), Konspirasi
  • Alias:King Sankofa (Formerly known as Killer Reek)
  • Melepaskan Tarikh:2022
  • Gabungan Penjara:Darah (Sesak)
  • Circle Pengaruh:Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Omar Austin, Tewhan Butler
  • Institusi:FCI Memphis
  • I would like to show you the real me.

King Sankofa Sings the Blues

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I was sitting back listening to the big homie 2Pac this song came on and it hit me like a ton of bricks. At first I was going to name this “The Real Nigka Theory” but it didn’t fit right. Untuk satu, it was too common. And dudes nowadays don’t have any clue of what real is. Everyone seems to be out for self. Jadi, please don’t judge me over what I’m about to say. You will probably still find a way to judge me, supaya, you know what, fuck it. Juga, you might want to edit these words because I’m going to do a lot of cursing. I feel like getting to the heart of the matter, and I don’t have time to look for the right word in my head and pull the shit out for you to think I’m so fucking smart. And if you don’t think I’m smart then that’s your mistake. I say all of this because people seem to think that a person who uses curse words is stupid. Funny shit there because cursing just may stop a person trying hard to piss you off more than you already are. So let’s ride . . .

It’s time to knock the fake to sleep and wake up the real. You should understand if you have half a brain. The last thing I wrote people took it wrong and that showed me how crazy things are out there. I just got some crazy news today, and it’s kind of fucking with me. People are crazy. You sit around and try and do what you need to do to make sure you and your family don’t have to struggle. So in times of hardship one should be able to depend on loved ones and friends. But it’s weird that nowadays it’s the other way around. You can’t depend on friends and even family at times.

Do you treat family and friends as your enemy because they have let you down?

How can you hate your family and friends?

What does that say about you if you do?

My family and I have always been at least 85-percent close. I have been in prison for most of my life so I haven’t really seen them grow. They have kids and are married and what not. I have missed so many family reunions that I don’t even know who my family is anymore. And yes I accept my part in this because I have grown into a man who understands that if someone can’t forgive you for your mistakes then they shouldn’t be in your life.

What is happening to people out there? People get all bent out of shape if you say something about Bruce Jenner but they bury the fact that our country is going to shit based on the fact that truth is being pushed to the side. I see Donald Trump talking his talk and it’s crazy because it’s like a love, hate type of judgement. I feel this way because the way he acts is the rich act and it’s detested, even by a guy like me. But the one thing he does is be who he is. And for that respect is given. I watch our kids being shot in the back by the same people you call for protection. How is that? They are killing us in the streets like dogs. In fact nowadays dogs get treated better. My anger comes from being in prison and seeing that even through all of this no one seems to want to step up and say wake the hell up. #RaiseUP

Race shouldn’t play a part in what you do. Loving who you are should. Your family and friends are supposed to be there. No matter what happens, we are supposed to be there for each other; not just when they think you are dead or on some other type of shit. We are teaching these kids that you shouldn’t speak the truth because they will be judged. So you got to lie to kick it. Get the fuck outta here with that shit. We all are human and fuck up, but to sit here and say nah I shouldn’t say I fucked up because they aren’t going to accept me or it may offend some one is crazy. Your values define who you are. And if you have no values, then you have nothing. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you feel one way and another person feels another way. It shouldn’t be to the point where you hate this person because you disagree.

I have always been accused of being cold-hearted and a liar, but the funny thing is I have truly been as honest as a man in my position could be. I have accepted all the good and the bad of what my life has turned out to be. I still have a lot of growing to do. But who do I grow with when everyone around me does not want more out of life? When you tell people they should choose something else, you’re looked at as soft. And then when you smash their heads in the wall you’re accused of being stupid and told you should have known better. It’s fucking insanity. Nowadays you are accused of something and automatically you are guilty. We are killed because we like to sag our pants and don’t want to be slaves anymore. We just want the same thing everyone else wants. Even if we’re too lost to enjoy it the way it should be enjoyed, it should be on the table.

How a person acts should determine how you treat them and the role they play in your life. I seek only happiness. If my books or any of the plans I have don’t make it, it’s cool because I just want to live the next half of my life happy, healthy and in some type of peace. I know it’s not going to be easy because I come from madness. I come from a dark place where in order to survive you must be the strongest of the strongest. That place isn’t Brick City, New Jersey. That place is in my head. I sit and listen to all the lies and bullshit and wonder what is in store for me. What do I tell my son when someone lies to him about me? I have to look him in the eyes and tell him they are lying. Do I trust that he believes me? Why do i doubt him and his love for me? It’s crazy. My point to this long ass fucking message is to find some inner peace. Tidak kira apa, we’re going to have nigka blues. It will go on ’til the end of time. But when we sing we smile. Just like the slaves did. Things in life will never be perfect, but I have conducted myself like a human being is supposed to.

To my people reading this: know that your brother is in pain, but I am a soulja. I’m just sad as fuck at the state of the world and wonder is it any safer in here? Crazy shit there? But you know I’m never going to do any ducking. My strength is in knowing I didn’t do anyone wrong, and those I did, I told you my bad. But I stand on my values and have forgiven those who have been against me. I have no energy to be beefing and going back to that dark place. So I’m going to end this nigga’s blues and say rest in peace to all the fallen souljas. Your strength flows through me and when I make it, we all made it. Believe that! All the fake shit could go jump off a fucking roof with your distant relatives, the liars.

Peace King Sankofa

til the end of time I’m going to be me!!!!!!!!

  

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