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  • Nama Kerajaan: Josh Carrell
  • Daftar Bilangan: 13361-026
  • Umur:Umur
  • Masa Berkhidmat:Masa berkhidmat
  • Bandar Utama:Peoria, IL
  • Hukuman:15 yrs.
  • Caj Semasa:Rompakan Bersenjata Bank
  • Alias:Tertinggi L
  • Melepaskan Tarikh:2018
  • Gabungan Penjara:Kesedaran Sejagat
  • Circle Pengaruh:Quaheem Edwards
  • Institusi:USP Tucson
  • Aku dipenjarakan, tetapi saya tidak produk dari lingkungan saya.

Yosua Allen Carrell

Nama saya Joshua Allen Carrell aka Apollo P. Saya Telah dilahirkan di Peoria, Illinois. Ibu saya menjadi hamil dengan saya pada usia muda. Ayah sebenar saya meninggalkan Aku dan ibu saya tidak lama lagi selepas ibu saya melahirkan. A little time after that my mom met a man who she said was any woman’s dream man. Dia lembut, jenis, berkhasiat, dan hormat. Ibu saya jatuh cinta dengan seorang lelaki ini. Mereka menjadi terlibat dan berkahwin. On my mother’s wedding day her life changed from a heaven on earth reality to a life of terror, keganasan dan kekejaman. Hari perkahwinan ibu saya adalah kali pertama lelaki ini, suaminya, brutally beat her. He continued to beat my mother. Pada satu ketika banyak dia memukulnya begitu buruk bahawa dia fikir dia dibunuh. He then put her in the trunk of his car and took her to some woods to dig her grave. Ibu saya bangun dalam but keretanya dan bersandar daripada batang, dan di sana dia telah menggali lubang. Apabila dia melihat ibu saya dia berkata, “Hey baby I thought I killed you.

Polis akan mendapatkan dipanggil ke rumah mereka kerana jiran mendengar jeritan ibu saya kerana dia telah dipukul. Akhirnya perkhidmatan keluarga telah campur tangan dan mengambil saya dari ibu saya dan meletakkan saya di rumah angkat. What’s unique about this is that one of the police officers who always showed up to disturbances at the house ended up adopting me into his personal family. Beberapa lama, my step brother who I looked up to and trusted began sexually molesting me.

My mother regained custody of me some years later. Walau bagaimanapun, at the time, she was with another man who was a reflection of the last man. This time I witnessed the beatings he gave her. Saya masih boleh melihat darah ibu saya dan mendengar beliau menjerit sehingga hari ini.

It was in these moments as a child that I knew one day I would help women.

At age thirteen I joined a gang. The gang I became a part of was 90% Afrika-Amerika. Aku berdiri sebagai seorang budak lelaki putih dalam kumpulan ini, tetapi mereka memeluk saya dan membawa saya di. At fifteen-years-old I was sent to the Department of Corrections. Setelah dibebaskan, I was still an unconscious man living as a product of my environment. Dalam 2003, I got arrested for distribution of cocaine, and I was sent to State prison. While serving time for that charge, I was indicted by the Federal government for Armed Bank Robbery. The incident happened before I got arrested on the State charge. Dalam 2007, I was transferred from State custody to Federal custody. In United States Penitentiaries I have experienced many things. Saya telah melihat orang terbunuh dalam rusuhan geng. I have had friends who have been killed and sent home to their family in a coffin. Saya telah hampir terbunuh diri saya, and I almost caught a murder charge.

Hidup atau mati adalah kod. Tinggal hidup dengan segala cara adalah matlamat.

Saya telah melihat dan menjadi sebahagian daripada begitu banyak pertumpahan darah dan rasuah dalam tempoh ini dinding penjara. I am now a seeker of PEACE and KNOWLEDGE among other things from the LIGHT. Ia adalah melalui kesilapan saya, ujian, dan cabaran kesakitan dan gelap ribut dalam Terang telah kurniakan kepadaku.

Saya telah dikejutkan dengan kesedaran yang lebih tinggi dan kesedaran di semua peringkat kehidupan.

Ya, Aku dipenjarakan, tetapi saya tidak produk dari lingkungan saya. At age thirteen I gave my choices away when I joined a gang. Then I allowed somebody else to make choices for me. I gave my greatest away not knowing at the time it was my greatest gift.

I went to hell and back many times before I realized something was wrong with this ride. Once realized, I manned up by stepping up and taking my great gift back some years ago. I came to understand that in order for me to see beyond prison I had to get prison off of me. Since I realized this concept I have had the strength and will to keep this environment off of me. I accept the truth that prison only has me physically. I have learned that being physically free is not the most important thing. But it is of great value in the arts of the circle of life, as it grants one a greater opportunity to enhance one’s life and the lives of others in a positive light.

I am grateful that I do not have much longer in prison. Now I am focused on the arts and I write. I wrote a book about empowering women and stopping the abuse of women. Saya dalam proses menerbitkan sendiri buku saya.

Tuan-tuan kekal kuat, dan tidak pernah membiarkan manusia berbuat apa-apa kurang daripada ratu anda.

Kata-kata saya itu kepada dunia percuma: Jangan menyalahgunakan wanita. Menghargai wanita kami.
Terpujilah,
Yosua Carrell 13361-026
USP Tucson
P.O Box 24550
Tucson, Arizona 85734

  

2 responses to “Yosua Allen Carrell”

  1. Ignacio Arreguin says:

    I love you uncle Josh I wrote some shit about you and threw it in a song ima record it soon

  2. Adrian Hanas says:

    Hi, i terserempak tulisan anda oleh kemalangan. Saya menghargai kisah hidup anda. glad to see you took a path to the light. its the harder path. by far. Good Luck with it! and with your writing.

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