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  • Government Name: Tewhan Butler
  • Register Number: 26852-050
  • Age:34
  • Time Served:11 years
  • Home Town:East Orange, NJ
  • Sentence:30 yrs.
  • Current Charge:RICO
  • Alias:Massacre
  • Release Date:2029
  • Prison Affiliation:Blood (Double ii/QSBG)
  • Circle of Influence:Altariq Gumbs, Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Marco Miguel Robertson, Pele Brown, David Drone, Jermaine Ray, Marcus Martin, Michael Simpson, Omar Austin, Quaheem Edwards, Torvos Simpson, Vincent Gamboa
  • Institution:USP McCreary
  • Here, my life behind bars offers understanding for those of you who venture into ‘the life’ with no understanding of its consequences: the adversity, the obstacles and the journey one must travel alone when the gavel is slammed, your cell is locked and the lights go out.


Love, what do i know of such a thing?

My misinterpretation of love has caused me more pain then pleasure.

Love was the word she uttered before she told me she could no longer stand by while I suffer this long and lonely death.

Love is what got me here; loving people, places and things that had no feelings.

I want to love, but somewhere along this journey I forgot how.

They love only who they think I am.

They love to hate the real me, the truth to the man that is carefully hidden.

Love- a four letter word in possession of life and death.

Life = emotion

Death = emotionless

Both men and women have mastered delicate arts and none have mastered love.

Love, a beautiful picture that hurts so bad.

Love comes with few truths, and many lies.

Maybe I was better off without ever having familiarized myself with love.

Today, love has done nothing but crush my soul.

Every night before I close my eyes I wonder who loves me. Furthermore, I wonder who cares.

Love wouldn’t steal my dreams, kidnap my hope and strangle my spirit.

In the morning, when I wake, I continue pushing on.

If no one loves me, I know I love my SELF.


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