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  • Government Name: Tewhan Butler
  • Register Number: 26852-050
  • Age:34
  • Time Served:11 years
  • Home Town:East Orange, NJ
  • Sentence:30 yrs.
  • Current Charge:RICO
  • Alias:Massacre
  • Release Date:2029
  • Prison Affiliation:Blood (Double ii/QSBG)
  • Circle of Influence:Altariq Gumbs, Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Marco Miguel Robertson, Pele Brown, David Drone, Jermaine Ray, Marcus Martin, Michael Simpson, Omar Austin, Quaheem Edwards, Torvos Simpson, Vincent Gamboa
  • Institution:USP McCreary
  • Here, my life behind bars offers understanding for those of you who venture into ‘the life’ with no understanding of its consequences: the adversity, the obstacles and the journey one must travel alone when the gavel is slammed, your cell is locked and the lights go out.

Who are you?

Sometimes I find it hard to breathe,
My old self awakening.
I observe my surroundings and hate what I see.
Nobody is truly who they are.
I guess self is who they believe to be the problem.
This they will never share,
Instead they carry on as if no one is to notice,
But the windows of their soul say otherwise.
You lie!
The truth in you clouded,
The purity of your center,
No More.
And why?
Simply because you refuse to accept you,
Attempting to be who they say you should.
Until you learn to appreciate self, flaws and all;
You will be eternally departed,
Never to be found.
Footprints jaded in the sand,
A life full of suffering lost at sea.
Your denial is what drowns you.
Gather into your arms a love for self,
For hatred will grip, overpower and demoralize.
I ask,


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