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  • Government Name: Quaheem Edwards
  • Register Number: 10800-084
  • Age:28
  • Time Served:6 + yrs.
  • Home Town:Paterson, NJ
  • Sentence:20 yrs
  • Current Charge:Conspiracy to Distribute, Weapons, Witness Intimidation
  • Alias:Ox-Splish
  • Release Date:2024
  • Prison Affiliation:Blood
  • Circle of Influence:Charles Taylor Jr., David Drone, Joshua Carrell, Tewhan Butler
  • Institution:USP Tucson
  • I now know what I want out of life for myself, my family and my community. I am strictly about rebuilding and change. On paper, I will always be affiliated. I took an oath! But I BANG for a real cause now, or a few causes: CHANGE, UPLIFTMENT and PROSPERITY. RAISE UP!

Just venting

Being in these circumstances, behind this wall, it gets hard at times to take the mind away from this environment. Eventually, the obvious sinks in. What keeps me moving? Well, I look back on the individual I was when I first entered the Bureau of Prisons, and I compare him to the individual this environment has molded.

As a man, questioning my character, motives and decisions aren’t optional. I am now content with the man I’ve become. Once upon a time, I worried about my mind state, more so because of the mistakes I’ve made in the past. This was before I came to the realization that we are all human. God created no one man perfect in form but striving for perfection has sharpened my blade. My life has always been an open book. While some refrain from dwelling on the past, I’ve learned to embrace it. It is the old me which has helped define the new me. Today, I am a role model. Raised as a gangsta but here today I stand a man before anything!

I’m blessed to have been raised and schooled by both parents. Although the love is unbalanced, these unfortunate circumstances seemed to have strengthened my bond with my mother. My father and I have always been tight, cool even, but in a big brother little brother kind of way. He is like the brother I’ve never had. Our relationship is somewhat of a gift and a curse. While I admire the fact that we are able to build on any level, I still find myself in search of that fatherly love.

I believe in family first and not just those who carry my last name; but also those who may have started out as just associates and over time have become close. Friends are over-rated! I admire God’s laws and find the rules set by man hilarious but interesting. One must learn to separate the two. I was told, “A wise man hears one word but understands two.” Everything that is said has more meaning than it seems. So I try to separate the two and choose my words wisely.

Throughout this journey in letting bygones be… I’ve also learned the more one tends to forgive, the more they are only begging to be fucked!

I appreciate you all following and getting to know me!




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