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  • Ríkisstjórn Name: Josh Carrell
  • Kennitala: 13361-026
  • Aldur:Aldur
  • Tími Borið:Tími þjónað
  • Home Town:Peoria, IL
  • Setning:15 ár.
  • Núverandi Hleðsla:Vopnuð banka rán
  • Alias:Supreme L
  • Útgáfudagur:2018
  • Prison Tengsl:Universal Consciousness
  • Hring áhrifum:Quaheem Edwards
  • Stofnun:USP Tucson
  • Ég er í fangelsi, en ég er ekki vara af umhverfi mínu.

Joshua Allen Carrell

Mitt nafn er Joshua Allen Carrell aka Apollo P. Ég fæddist í Peoria, Illinois. Móðir mín varð ólétt með mér á unga aldri. Alvöru pabbi minn yfirgaf mig og mömmu fljótlega eftir mamma ól. A little time after that my mom met a man who she said was any woman’s dream man. Hann var blíður, góður, nærandi, og virðingu. Móðir mín féll í ást með þessum manni. Þeir urðu þátt og giftist. On my mother’s wedding day her life changed from a heaven on earth reality to a life of terror, ofbeldi og grimmd. Brúðkaup daginn móður minnar var í fyrsta skipti sem þetta maður, eiginmaður hennar, brutally beat her. He continued to beat my mother. Eitt sinn af mörgum hann vann hana svo slæmt að hann hélt að hann drap hana. He then put her in the trunk of his car and took her to some woods to dig her grave. Mamma vaknaði í skottinu á bílnum sínum og hallaði út af skottinu, og þar sem hann var að grafa holu. Þegar hann sá mömmu sagði hann, “Hey baby I thought I killed you.

Lögreglan vildi fá kallað til sín vegna nágranna heyra screams mömmu mína eins og hún var barinn. Að lokum fjölskylda þjónusta greip og tók mig frá mömmu og setja mig í fóstur heimili. What’s unique about this is that one of the police officers who always showed up to disturbances at the house ended up adopting me into his personal family. Nokkru síðar, my step brother who I looked up to and trusted began sexually molesting me.

My mother regained custody of me some years later. Þó, á þeim tíma, she was with another man who was a reflection of the last man. This time I witnessed the beatings he gave her. Ég get enn séð blóð móður minnar og heyra hana screams á þennan dag.

It was in these moments as a child that I knew one day I would help women.

At age thirteen I joined a gang. The gang I became a part of was 90% African-American. Ég stóð út eins og hvítt strákur í þessu klíka, en þeir faðmaði mig og tók mig í. At fifteen-years-old I was sent to the Department of Corrections. Þegar út, I was still an unconscious man living as a product of my environment. Í 2003, I got arrested for distribution of cocaine, and I was sent to State prison. While serving time for that charge, I was indicted by the Federal government for Armed Bank Robbery. The incident happened before I got arrested on the State charge. Í 2007, I was transferred from State custody to Federal custody. In United States Penitentiaries I have experienced many things. Ég hef séð fólk drepnir í Gang óeirðir. I have had friends who have been killed and sent home to their family in a coffin. Ég hef nánast verið drepnir mig, and I almost caught a murder charge.

Lifa eða deyja er kóðinn. Dvelja á lífi með öllum ráðum er markmiðið.

Ég hef séð og verið hluti af svo miklum blóðsúthellingum og spillingu innan þessara fangelsi veggjum. I am now a seeker of PEACE and KNOWLEDGE among other things from the LIGHT. Það var í gegnum mistökum mínum, rannsóknum, og áskoranir djúpum sársauka og dökk storma sem ljósið var veitt á mig.

Ég hef verið að vakna til meiri meðvitundar og vitund á öllum stigum lífsins.

Já, Ég er í fangelsi, en ég er ekki vara af umhverfi mínu. At age thirteen I gave my choices away when I joined a gang. Then I allowed somebody else to make choices for me. I gave my greatest away not knowing at the time it was my greatest gift.

I went to hell and back many times before I realized something was wrong with this ride. Once realized, I manned up by stepping up and taking my great gift back some years ago. I came to understand that in order for me to see beyond prison I had to get prison off of me. Since I realized this concept I have had the strength and will to keep this environment off of me. I accept the truth that prison only has me physically. I have learned that being physically free is not the most important thing. But it is of great value in the arts of the circle of life, as it grants one a greater opportunity to enhance one’s life and the lives of others in a positive light.

I am grateful that I do not have much longer in prison. Now I am focused on the arts and I write. I wrote a book about empowering women and stopping the abuse of women. Ég er í því ferli sjálf útgáfu bókina mína.

Ladies vera sterk, og aldrei láta mann við þig allir minna þá drottningu sem þú ert.

Orð mitt er að hinn frjálsa heim: Ekki misnota konur. Þykja konur okkar.
Blessaður sé,
Joshua Carrell 13361-026
USP Tucson
P.o Box 24550
Tucson, Arizona 85734

  

2 responses to “Joshua Allen Carrell”

  1. Ignacio Arreguin says:

    I love you uncle Josh I wrote some shit about you and threw it in a song ima record it soon

  2. Adrian Hanas says:

    Hæ, Ég rakst skrif þín eftir slys. Ég þakka ævisögu þína. glad to see you took a path to the light. its the harder path. by far. Good Luck with it! and with your writing.

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