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  • Vlada Ime: Omar Austin
  • Registrirajte se broj: 204603C
  • Starost:31
  • Vrijeme Služio:od 2001
  • Mjesto:Newark, Nju Džerzi
  • Rečenica:60 g. + 7 uzastopnih god
  • Trenutni Charge:Dvostruko ubojstvo
  • Pseudonim:K.O.
  • Datum objave:2043
  • Zatvor Zajednica:Krv (Dan svetog Valentina)
  • Krug utjecaja:Altariq Gumbs, Lester Alford, Pele Brown, Tewhan Butler,
  • Institucija:East Jersey State Prison (Rahway)
  • Ako stvarno ne može razuvjeriti G vam youngins, u redu, su ga ya smjer, ali barem neka mi prep li za ceste.

Moja borba u samici

Omar “KO” Austin je 32 godina te je proveo posljednja 12+ godine u izolaciji.

U posljednjih nekoliko dana, kao što sam sjediti u ovoj ćeliji, Ne mogu naći sebe hrvanje više sa sobom nego itko drugi. One thing about being trapped in solitary is you’re going to come face-to-face with yourself. Najgore od vas i najbolje od vas i što je sljedeće od tebe. What’s next from you is determined by what kind of self-development you do. Ja nemam ništa drugo osim vremena na mojim rukama.

Znajući koliko sam ja došao jer je prvi ulazio u igru ​​i bande, knowing the state of mind I was in at that time, understanding the demands I would have on me for the rest of my life; I often times find it impossible to point the finger or place blame anywhere other than myself. So taking on that responsibility relieves me of the burden of getting past the first level of self re-development and toward proper reconstruction.

I take steps everyday in battling with the old attitude. It’s not easy. Kada se koristi za žive određeni tip način za tako dugo da je borba samo probati i vidjeti stvari na drugi način, čak i kad znate da je pravi put. A person can know what is right but not have the will to do the right thing. Kao što kažu, “morate ga žele za sebe.” To jednostavno nije važno ono što svatko želi za vas, if you do not want it for yourself.

I strive and slip and slide constantly. I react, pretjerano reagira i dobiti uhvaćen u politici okoliša. Zatvor nakon svega je jako usamljen i jadno mjesto. Ja kažem da je to reći: living in here and fully developing your mind, body and soul is a challenge. You have to avoid the energy opposite of what you are putting out. You have to avoid coming off as weak or open for challenge. Or you will find yourself in fights and stabbing situations. So you’re always on edge, guarding against others trying to disrespect you or prey upon you. It’s a challenge to come up with dignified and reasonable solutions other than popping off.

Znam braću koja su blizu odlaska kući i jedna situacija nastala, utemeljena na nepoštivanje, and they ended up catching a whole other murder case from putting work in on someone for trying to play them.

Jad jako voli društvo. I have come face-to-face with this misery in the form of fellow homeboys who could not take the conditions they were locked up in. Dakle homie odluči izbaciti prozor na vratima ćelije i svjetla u ćeliji i staviti nešto unutar električna utičnica izbacivši sve snage. Sada, nitko drugi ne može gledati televiziju. Sve zato što je dobio u nevolji i izgubio TV za ograničeno vrijeme. This is one of probably one thousand incidents where miserable people not only admitted to wanting everyone to suffer but even assumed that it was fair and that it made us all equal!

Prison is NOT a rehabilitation institution for everyone. It can become that if you personally turn in into that. The institution itself is not predicated on fixing prisoners up and sending them back out whole. More often than not prisoners return to society emotionally and spiritually broken. I try my best though. I kao što sam rekao, počinje sa sebe provjere jesu i priznati ono što je ispravno, a što nije u redu o meni i kreće od tamo…Do sljedeći put ostati.

  

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