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  • Government Name: Tewhan Butler
  • Register Number: 26852-050
  • Age:34
  • Time Served:11 years
  • Home Town:East Orange, NJ
  • Sentence:30 yrs.
  • Current Charge:RICO
  • Alias:Massacre
  • Release Date:2029
  • Prison Affiliation:Blood (Double ii/QSBG)
  • Circle of Influence:Altariq Gumbs, Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Marco Miguel Robertson, Pele Brown, David Drone, Jermaine Ray, Marcus Martin, Michael Simpson, Omar Austin, Quaheem Edwards, Torvos Simpson, Vincent Gamboa
  • Institution:USP McCreary
  • Here, my life behind bars offers understanding for those of you who venture into ‘the life’ with no understanding of its consequences: the adversity, the obstacles and the journey one must travel alone when the gavel is slammed, your cell is locked and the lights go out.

For The Ladies

This one is for the ladies- the queens, the goddesses, the princesses, and the earths- the absolute wisdom in the world that we men need in our lives to attain understanding.

Know that who we are is dependent on the quality of nurturing you pass on to our (men) starving physical, mental, and emotional beings. The true essence of man is a woman. When a man is birthed he adjusts, adapts and takes on the shape of the atmosphere. Instantly, from the womb, man loses his purity and disconnects with his essence. He readily becomes drowned out of emotion; leaving him respondent to aggression, deception, and an outright lack of emotion. In turn, the balance that we call “chemistry” is thrown off course, forcing many men and women with cups, which runneth over with heartbreak.

But women, though the scales of emotion weigh heavily on your side, do not for one second believe that we men do not love. Most of us are lost in the HOW DO WE LOVE ? phase. How do we give you the very best of our emotional everything when there are young ladies (mentally) sheltered in women’s clothing who gladly accept the latest red bottoms, Louis handbags, Prada shades, and/or Christian Dior attire as a show of affection.

2Pac uttered these very words ” [men] want what the [women] want”. So, I ask, if women wanted more for themselves would men be forced to want more for themselves?

See ladies, when you sell yourself short in what you will accept and not accept from men, you lower the standard in the make-up of men everywhere. Too many women mistake late nights with no early mornings as love; confusing the material for compassion and, most importantly, get lost in physical, mental, and verbal abuse as if though he cares. Really, it all drops YOUR stock.

A pretty face, slim waist, bright eyes, and long hair don’t make you a 10 (TEN). Learn to love you first. Learn to be for yourself what no other can. In doing so, us men will undoubtedly recognize your true worth and give you something far greater than anything material you can find…….LOVE !


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