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  • Valitsus nimi: Josh Carrell
  • Registreeri arv: 13361-026
  • Vanus:Vanus
  • Aeg Serveeritakse:Aeg oli
  • Kodulinnas:Peoria, IL
  • Lause:15 yrs.
  • Praegune Charge:Relvastatud Pangarööv
  • Teise nimega:Riigikohtu L
  • Väljalaskekuupäev:2018
  • Vangla Liitumine:Universal Teadvus
  • Ringi mõju:Quaheem Edwards
  • Institutsioon:USP Tucson
  • Ma olen vanglas, aga ma ei ole toode minu keskkond.

Joshua Allen Carrell

Minu nimi on Joshua Allen Carrell aka Apollo P. Olen sündinud Peoria, Illinois. Minu ema jäi rasedaks minuga noores eas. Minu tõeline isa hüljatud mind ja mu ema varsti pärast mu ema sünnitas. A little time after that my mom met a man who she said was any woman’s dream man. Ta oli õrn, lahke, toitev, ja lugupidav. Mu ema armus see mees. Nad kihlus ja abiellus. On my mother’s wedding day her life changed from a heaven on earth reality to a life of terror, vägivald ja jõhkrus. Minu ema pulmapäev oli esimene kord, kui see mees, tema abikaasa, brutally beat her. He continued to beat my mother. Ühel juhul palju ta peksis teda nii halb, et ta arvas, et ta tappis. He then put her in the trunk of his car and took her to some woods to dig her grave. Mu ema ärkasin pagasiruumi oma auto ja kummardus välja pagasiruumi, ja seal ta oli kaevamine auk. Kui ta nägi mu ema ütles ta, “Hey baby I thought I killed you.

Politsei saaksin kutsus oma maja tõttu naabrite kuuldes mu ema karjub, kui ta peksti. Lõpuks pere teenust sekkus ja võttis mind mu ema ja pani mind Sijaiskoti. What’s unique about this is that one of the police officers who always showed up to disturbances at the house ended up adopting me into his personal family. Mõni aeg hiljem, my step brother who I looked up to and trusted began sexually molesting me.

My mother regained custody of me some years later. Siiski, at the time, she was with another man who was a reflection of the last man. This time I witnessed the beatings he gave her. Ma ei saa ikka näha minu ema vere ja kuulda tema karjub, et sellel päeval.

It was in these moments as a child that I knew one day I would help women.

At age thirteen I joined a gang. The gang I became a part of was 90% Afroameerika. I paistis silma valge poiss selles jõugu, kuid nad omaks mind ja võttis mind. At fifteen-years-old I was sent to the Department of Corrections. Kui vabastatud, I was still an unconscious man living as a product of my environment. Sisse 2003, I got arrested for distribution of cocaine, and I was sent to State prison. While serving time for that charge, I was indicted by the Federal government for Armed Bank Robbery. The incident happened before I got arrested on the State charge. Sisse 2007, I was transferred from State custody to Federal custody. In United States Penitentiaries I have experienced many things. Olen näinud inimesi tapnud jõugu rahutused. I have had friends who have been killed and sent home to their family in a coffin. Olen peaaegu tapetud ennast, and I almost caught a murder charge.

Elada või surra on kood. Peatudes elus kõigi vahenditega on eesmärk.

Ma olen näinud ja olnud osa nii palju verevalamist ja korruptsiooniga need vangla seinad. I am now a seeker of PEACE and KNOWLEDGE among other things from the LIGHT. See oli läbi minu vigu, uuringutes, ja väljakutsetest sügav valu ja tume tormid, et valgus oli mulle osaks saanud.

Ma olen ärganud kõrgema teadvuse ja teadlikkuse kõigil elu.

Jah, Ma olen vanglas, aga ma ei ole toode minu keskkond. At age thirteen I gave my choices away when I joined a gang. Then I allowed somebody else to make choices for me. I gave my greatest away not knowing at the time it was my greatest gift.

I went to hell and back many times before I realized something was wrong with this ride. Once realized, I manned up by stepping up and taking my great gift back some years ago. I came to understand that in order for me to see beyond prison I had to get prison off of me. Since I realized this concept I have had the strength and will to keep this environment off of me. I accept the truth that prison only has me physically. I have learned that being physically free is not the most important thing. But it is of great value in the arts of the circle of life, as it grants one a greater opportunity to enhance one’s life and the lives of others in a positive light.

I am grateful that I do not have much longer in prison. Now I am focused on the arts and I write. I wrote a book about empowering women and stopping the abuse of women. Olen protsessis ise avaldada oma raamatu.

Ladies püsida, ja ei lase meest ravida teid vähem siis kuninganna olete.

Minu sõna on vabale maailmale: Ära kuritarvita naised. Hindame oma naisi.
Kiidetud olgu,
Joshua Carrell 13361-026
USP Tucson
Postkontor Box 24550
Tucson, Arizona 85734

  

2 responses to “Joshua Allen Carrell”

  1. Ignacio Arreguin says:

    I love you uncle Josh I wrote some shit about you and threw it in a song ima record it soon

  2. Adrian Hanas says:

    Tere, i came across your writing by accident. I appreciated your life story. glad to see you took a path to the light. its the harder path. by far. Good Luck with it! and with your writing.

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