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  • Όνομα κυβέρνηση: Emmanuel Ausar Jones
  • Αριθμός Μητρώου: 28486-050
  • Ηλικία:29
  • Ώρα Σερβίρεται:N / A
  • Town Home:Τζέρσεϊ Σίτι, NJ
  • Πρόταση:30 χρόνια
  • Ρεύμα φόρτισης:Δολοφονία, Απαγωγή, RICO, Att. Murders, Firearm violations, Att. Murder of a Federal informant while incarcerated
  • Ψευδώνυμο:Killer-E
  • Ημερομηνία κυκλοφορίας:2030
  • Συνεργασία Prison:Αίμα (Χείλος)
  • Κύκλο επιρροής:Tewhan Butler, Altariq Gumbs, Kenneth Thompson, Cedric Brown
  • Ίδρυμα:FCI McKean
  • Getting Bloods to unite in cause for the growth and development of our youth to prevent further incarceration.

Baby Mama Drama

Baby Mama Drama

A father struggles to maintain a relationship with his daughter while in prison.

When you are locked up you really see people’s true colors. They tell you whatever you want to hear just to keep you quiet and never do what they say. It’s fine by me though because I’m too real of a person to deal with anybody fake, no matter who they are. But when it involves a child, you forever share a part of history. I have lost respect for my daughter’s mother. She is keeping my daughter from speaking to me and visiting me now that she has a new toy to play with. Even though I was the only one there for her and helped keep a roof over her head. But next time her ass is going to be in the cold, and my daughter will be living with someone else.

All my young Gs in the field have to know that if you’re walking them lines you will be in here one day. If you love your child more than you love air, σαν κι εμένα, understand, not seeing your child hurts more than this time. To be absent from their issues growing up, to miss the brightness in their eyes, to know they do not feel loved by their mother, and the simple fact that no matter your faults they love you; there is no worse punishment.

You have men out there who do not want anything to do with their children. I guess that’s the type of shit these females with no morals want. But don’t let that discourage you from connecting with your child. If you can’t talk to your child, write them. Let them know that you are doing all you can to reach out to them. Let them know when you do speak to them that you always call. Send messages to them through third parties to let them know you love them. I do all of that.

I know my child needs me by her side because her mother only cares about gossip and shopping. It made me realize there are so many other females out there who still have not grown up who have to raise a child by themselves. You would think circumstances would force a single mother to grow, but some never do. Αντί, they will bring more children in this world to make matters worse.

When I had my daughter I started to make some changes in my life. It was not easy, but it had to be done because a life now depended on me so it was a must. No matter the changes one strives to make, when you played in them streets, the past can catch up with you at any time. And if it does, you will not get a pass for the changes you are trying to make in your life. Guilty by association is what they say, and it’s what the FEDS live by even if there is no evidence.

There were times when I felt like f*ck it: this what they want so this is what I’m going to give them. But hearing that little girl’s voice gives me to the strength to overcome the pain. For when the love stops, the pain returns and you have to be able to handle that and not react on emotions. That little voice gave me faith in myself. It gave me a reason to fight for my life. It’s one of the reasons I call my daughter Faith.

I changed my ways because the only person I was truly hurting was myself.

I handled all my situations like a man so I expect for a woman to take responsibility, no matter the challenges. Caring about your significant other more than you care for your own children is not something you should be proud of. I will never respect a woman for that. Shelter and food is not even half of taking care of your children.

Nowadays the children are taking care of the parents.

Parents are living off of Section 8 and the other government subsidies fronting like they are responsible. So miss me with that. One does not even have the intelligence to use these programs to their advantage and save up and invest in themselves and their children. They just get comfortable and think they are getting over because the government pays their bills. I can’t speak against all women, only for what I know.

Children need attention, even more if it’s a single parent household. Children need a relationship with their father. Children need direction. Children need counseling. Children need trust, not constant lies. . . It’s important because these kids will grow up one day and have these same problems in life. Some recognize it, some don’t. Then parents will wonder why their kids are so angry all the time or have relationship problems, and they will blame everyone else but themselves.

Our lives are shaped by our childhood and our environment.

Whatever is missing in a child’s life growing up is a void they will look to fill as they get older. If you don’t believe me, do your own research, and tell me if I’m wrong. Έτσι, ναι, I have baby mama drama, and I hope she gets her life together before it’s too late. We all have similar stories in the urban community so we can’t act like these situations are new.

No more excuses. It’s time to accept responsibility. I’m not here to chastise anybody, I’m only here to help you RAISE UP!

Raising a child is an important duty.

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