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  • Όνομα κυβέρνηση: Tewhan Butler
  • Αριθμός Μητρώου: 26852-050
  • Ηλικία:34
  • Ώρα Σερβίρεται:11 χρόνια
  • Town Home:East Orange, NJ
  • Πρόταση:30 ετών.
  • Ρεύμα φόρτισης:RICO
  • Ψευδώνυμο:Σφαγή
  • Ημερομηνία κυκλοφορίας:2029
  • Συνεργασία Prison:Αίμα (Διπλό II / QSBG)
  • Κύκλο επιρροής:Altariq Gumbs, Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Marco Miguel Robertson, Pele Brown, David Drone, Jermaine Ray, Marcus Martin, Michael Simpson, Omar Austin, Quaheem Edwards, Torvos Simpson, Vincent Gamboa
  • Ίδρυμα:USP McCreary
  • Εδώ, τη ζωή μου πίσω από τα κάγκελα προσφέρει κατανόηση για εκείνους από εσάς που αποτολμούν σε «ζωή» χωρίς την κατανόηση των συνεπειών της: η αντιπαλότητα, τα εμπόδια και το ταξίδι πρέπει κανείς να ταξιδέψει μόνη της, όταν το σφυρί είναι τυχαίο, κυττάρων σας είναι κλειδωμένη και τα φώτα σβήνουν.

A Birthday Prison

Είναι περίπου 8:45 π.μ. Κεντρική ώρα. Η ημερομηνία 1ης Οκτωβρίου. The day I was brought into this cold world. Σήμερα, I sit 34 ετών και αν και έχω συνηθίσει σε αυτές τις μέρες που συμβολίζεται ως ευτυχής, I can’t help but sit and stare all around at what I am surrounded with and my wretching circumstances, αισθάνεται τα πάντα, αλλά ευτυχισμένη. Αυτό δεν είναι έκφραση σε αναζήτηση της συμπάθειας, ακόμα μια φωνή φωνάζει να γίνει κατανοητό.

11 χρόνια πριν, αυτή τη μέρα, handcuffs were placed upon my wrists. My freedom was taken. My birthdays were said to never again be happy. I think back to when she said she would forever love me, then she left. I think back to all of the many riders who screamedDeath before Dishonorwho I no longer hear from. I can’t say that I wish I was never born; thus and so, I wish that on October 1st, 1979 I was not brought into a world that knew not of compassion, knew nothing of equality and didn’t hold high the mantra- “Only the Strong Survive.

Pained, instead of birthday cakes, parties and burning candles, I’m stuck here alone with nothing more to invest in than fake smiles, artifical handshakes and cold stares. Maybe I should be happy for this day; for the chances of my tomorrow are not as great as some would imagine. So many years, so little tears, an enormous amount of heartache. One birthday after the next.

A million times more, I am grateful for the few who extend their wishes on this day as it is for you that I hold back the tears, hold my head high and claim to be happy when in all actuality I believe not that there is a happy soul on this side of the track. Happy Birthday to me!

  

12 responses to “A Birthday Prison”

  1. Real talk this is the truth for those who think doing time is a walk in the park….It hurts like hell rethinking those days of my name not being called for mail, επισκέψεις, to go home its. We fell your pain

  2. Megan Hush says:

    Our youth got the game twisted out here they swear going to prison is cool and they will walk threw it like they do the block. There is nothing sweet about the inside. Your pain is felt. And we as parents need to teach our kids to stay from inside there and become successful adults. Keep your head up and keep doing what you got to do. Mad love from this side!!!!

  3. Happiness can be found in the darkest places it starts within yourself we cant change yesterday but I pray that God will allow you to change your future….Your life is not over simply on pauseso grateful that you are ALIVE is a blessing…..it may not be the life you desire or thought you would have but you live to see another day……STAY STRONG DONT HOLD YOUR EMOTIONS CRYING FREES YOUR SOUL…..

  4. Not many can say they experience life in that dark place but I can I was in the womens prison in NJ three times,I was facing a 15 με ένα 85 I lost all hope and wanted nothing to do with the outside world due to my lifestyle I didn´t want any disappointment,but I had to realize I was never alone Allah never left me I only left myselfI had many birthdays in the dark place,but the best gift I received was my mental freedom,after that I did my old charge and won my pending charge,even the darkest place have sunlight..follow your light happy bday

  5. Χρόνια Σύντροφε γενεθλίων, Love and light.

  6. Q.s. B. Rule says:

    Happii Belated Q-Daii Bruh…head up, chest out

  7. Mizzy Man says:

    Look I can´t speak for everybody but me. I just did 4yrs and I got the same treatment..So I feel your pain. I got you My GG ii

  8. Monica says:

    I appreciate your writings and I will make sure I get you a card every 10/01.

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