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  • Government Name: Tewhan Butler
  • Register Number: 26852-050
  • Age:34
  • Time Served:11 years
  • Home Town:East Orange, NJ
  • Sentence:30 yrs.
  • Current Charge:RICO
  • Alias:Massacre
  • Release Date:2029
  • Prison Affiliation:Blood (Double ii/QSBG)
  • Circle of Influence:Altariq Gumbs, Emmanuel Jones, Lester Alford, Marco Miguel Robertson, Pele Brown, David Drone, Jermaine Ray, Marcus Martin, Michael Simpson, Omar Austin, Quaheem Edwards, Torvos Simpson, Vincent Gamboa
  • Institution:USP McCreary
  • Here, my life behind bars offers understanding for those of you who venture into ‘the life’ with no understanding of its consequences: the adversity, the obstacles and the journey one must travel alone when the gavel is slammed, your cell is locked and the lights go out.

Dreamin’ of Freedom

The RESPONSIBILITY for survival runs through my veins as I refuse to submit to circumstance and continue to find meaning in my suffering.

Conscious of what is at stake, I battle against mental deterioration for my sanity will not be kidnapped by the evils of night and day or held captive by time.

A unforeseeable future looms over all possibilities and potential.

I still dream of freedom but what shall I do when I am no longer able to dream? With all around me meant to smother my very existence, this is my reality in its truest form…..Bare with me- I had to breathe… The thought in of itself could only be a nightmare. But for the moment I still dream of FREEDOM.


One response to “Dreamin’ of Freedom”

  1. Kousalya says:

    YOUR DREAM OF FREEDOM SEEMS LIKE A ONE SHOT DEAL WITHOUT BEAUTIFUL ENDING ….ITS NOW ALMOST DEC 2012.. THAT WAS DEC 2010. BLOG UR INSIGHT OF YOUR DREAM NOW.(excuse me may you please)…u caught my i its sad to see that we have so many of our people that is forgotten like their gone; an all along their right here.STAY STRONG TEWHAN

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